This stupid JAgGeD PiLL stuck to my throat, polluting my stomach, filling me to the top.

A few minutes, I feel it sinking, into my blood to rot away or whatever makes it feel good.

A few more, the time is really ticking. So desperately obvious, but at least I feel fine. Yeah, I'll be fine in no time at this rate..

Almost an hour, my god what have I done. This fucking substance, does me no good what so ever. Alone and shaking. You couldn't help but crack a smile at this. A stupid girl takes stupid pills cause of one stupid kiss. No, it's more than that. 6 months I'll miss.

"You can't make them want you, they're all just laughing" --Taking Back Sunday. Oooh how I love those boys. Mmmm, mmm.