~Look at you, keep smiling~

Merry Christmas.
Thank you for calling, though I don't know whether to feel at ease or restless as usual. I do love you. I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused, I knew not of how that felt until now. And I never meant to, I care..so much. If things are over, I promise to remember the great things, there were so many things I loved. I had many firsts with you and I wouldn't of chosen any other person to share them with. You've taught me so much..about my self, about others. If you don't mind, I have so much more to learn. This will either come across as really lame or really caring and sweet, hopefully the latter of the two.

::playing the fool::

Stole my words and used 'em for profit
The things I believe belong to me.