I feel drained.
I'm happy, but I feel empty, tired, everything is so relentless.
I just want a break.

Can't anyone see that all I need is a TIME-OUT. Away from everything?
Christmas isn't supposed to feel stressful and be filled with heartache.
It doesn't even feel like Christmas time. Where's the spirit and the love?

I used to count the days, how many is it again...