Okay, how about everyone gets off my ass about the things I feel. I'm sorry that I care about someone that I'm "not supposed to", I'm sorry that I messed something up and that I lost someone that was very important to me in my life, I'm sorry that I'm upset and that everyone around me seems to be able to justify feelings otherwise, but for now, I am hurt. And I don't feel like taking anything from anyone, so I'll just curl up into my little 'lonely girl' corner while ya'll bitch about me not having the right to feel this way until I've had my time to get over it...

If you think it's stupid or ridiculous or a waste of my time to feel sorry for myself or complain about my own pain then DoNt read what I write. This is how I vent, this is my escape from the stupid judgemental world we're all so wrapped up in, and I'm not about to let that change.

::tells herself:: this will go away, this will all go away soon.