It was the first time I've seen you since the incident, I must say you've changed in this past month. Your eyes, they look so drowned, you look so exhausted and when you were sleeping, God, I wanted to make it better, because I know something was bothering you, you weren't yourself, did I know you as yourself? All these thoughts cascading through my mind and in an instant everything has and will change again so I know not what to feel. For a split second in my insanity I can almost pick up your scent, I can almost feel you breathing again. Then reality takes hold once again and I am left with these thoughts that I am happy now and that I did get what I wanted and just to give up on hopeless dreams and romances because nothing's the same when you've got it we just throw away.

So I leave you with this. You are in my mind and I care for you always, and I'm a fool for my thoughts and my actions. Pitty...